Huh! it's for your advantage

For God's Sake! I usually don't follow wht I've planned.First of all,no matter wht I have to be more serious with it.Hah! (after makin' a reflection)umm,I wrote out wht I had to do but things always came up so it's difficult.

(anythin' related Bebeh)

I'm struggling these days to find my real identity.Yeah! It's like "I'm not a girl not yet a woman" I like tht song so badly.I hope tht I can be a matured girl but it seems like I'm still to childish (according to my friend) Huh! wht the hell.But,I'll keep tryin' my best.

School !!

Officially,start from next week we'll return home at 5 p.m on every Tuesday.But it's only for a temporary time (Trial@probation).But I think it'll be fantastic! I hope so.But,it'll be a really tiring day.One more,on Wednesday N Thursday we'll return home a little bit earlier than usual which is at 1.30 p.m.Huh! I'm excited to arrange my schedule.Does it mean tht I'll have an extra hour of sleep? Hahaha..certainly! oh yeah-oh yeah.I feel like I'm the happiest person in d entire world now.That's the best of all.Wht else? oh! I'm one of the Scout members now.The worst is,I don't have any friends there,I feel like Left Out.Standing alone blah blah blah..

Promise me (Don't tell any1)

Seeing your ex for the first time after a break-up is definitely a really tough task.Super-annoying! I admit it.I was devastated for sure.I tried to act cool N (Make Don't Know) but I couldn't control myself from asking others "Who's his new gf?? " huh!! Totally agree with my friends.I don't have to waste my time thinking bout him.Tht's the weird N freak one.I think I'm being crazy with my own mind.He belongs to some1 now N I knw it.I don't want to think bout it coz it will just lead myself into making comparison of me N tht girl.I know tht she's better than me..tht's the truth.I'll pretend like I don't know anything N I'm having my new chapter of life..I hope so.But huh it's stunning how he's gone N moving on so fast.It took months for me to forget everything N time did heal my heart.Certainly!.Better yet,I'm okay now.Thanks God.